planning

As of now, my ex-BBA Transport friends & I are planning to attend Meli’s wedding at Terengganu, on the 1^st May.

Since last year, we had on some discussions & we got few things in our minds.

We’re planning to head to Meli’s wed + mini gathering + nice vacation.

And today, wulloohhh.. The hotel rooms & the flight have successfully been booked.

But it is not easy just like ABC.

All of them refuse to handle the things, and I’ve kind of been forced to handle. Kambing diorg ni.

At the 1^st place, I have to give notice to everyone (our ex-classmates) and retrieve the feedback from them.

It took me 3 months to get the confirm attendees list. Few..

Next, by help from Mrs. Wan, 1 got a list of few potential hotels to be accommodated.

Then again, to tell each attendees & ask them to choose & finally to pick final 1 results base on majority.

But the list left hang about 1 month since I have tones of daily office works.

Thanks to a kind savior, Mr. Ahzam who proposed a brilliant idea. His father got a membership of Legend & he offered us to book the rooms at Legend Hotel Cherating with member’s price. From normal rm300++ per room per nite (super peak season rate), we only to pay rm210. Nice huh?

Before this entire thing happened, I’ve changed my mind few times.

I can’t resist my typical women’s fickle feeling. I’ve made up decision to not to go, since I’m not a kind of well to do & concerning money .

The decision changed a month later when I got to know that my husband eagerly to go & willing to support partially whatever to be spend.

Plus, Mr.Zul’s words that widen up my mind, Meli is our close friend & she did attend my wedding + even my pengapit for my malam berinai. Plus she was responsible to sponsor chocolate cup cakes for my wedding.

Haha.. no choice.. Then I decided to go laa.

I consider this as an escape from routine life, and I deserve it since I’ve working hard for a continuous good job through the year. HAHA.

Today, everything has been confirmed, only waiting for the 1^st May to come.

I gave Meli a call & I heard her very frustrated voice, complaining that none of us is coming to her wed.

HAHA. Yes, we planned everything without her concern. We keep communicate without her in loop.

She didn’t know anything, until I told her everything this morning. There goes her shock + surprise + cheerful voice.

She was very excited that a group of us (about 15 person including the kids!) are coming over n she offers us bfast + lunch + dinner all the days there.

Just pray to Allah for make thing goes smoother than what been plan.

And this is the 1^st time far distance travel for Faiq.

I hope everything will run well & looking forward to have a safe + good + enjoy trip ever.

feel like to write ~ 1~

People do change, either better or worse.

As for myself, I don’t know either, but I always look for better feeling.

Yet I realized, I am so much fragile nowadays. Not like past years before, I can consider myself as innerly tough.

Currently I easily burst to tears, easily give up, easily let go, easily to annoy, so I might easily hurt other's feeling.

Daily work is also keep changing, from calm & steady suddenly turn to hectic & pressure part.

Suppliers, who previously hold top rated performance, be less committed.

So same goes with the mood.

Friends, who were caring to us, now got own family for them take care of.

Hmmm....

There’s full of impermanence in this life, except ALLAH.